I currently don't own any guns I have been looking to buy and I will get to in about 3 weeks I hope. I have seen and heard about many guns on here from knowledgeable people and I appreciate all the info, but I am on option overload here. Here's the list I have been trying to choose from PT111, PT140, 609TI 9mm, PT809, PT840, Zavasta EZ9(Which I decided I must have), and the Sig P938. Now I don't have deep pockets, hell I don't even have medium pockets right now; But I do want a reliable and quality fires every-time gun I can conceal in a nice holster either around the back or on the side and I don't want my pants to sag like a hood rat either. I have only owned one previous handgun and that was the Khar P40 which I loved but never even got to break in, only got to 300 rounds. I don't have my CHL yet but its on my list of things to do before summer.(preferably sooner) I generally like the 40. S&W caliber, but I am learning that a 9mm can be supposedly more accurate, less recoil, and less expensive on the ammo choices. So hit me up with ideas, I can't really get anymore overloaded then I am now, and I might as well learn as much as I can before I buy the actual gun. Also while I am at it I might as well admit it now, that I am almost a total beginner.. Except I know basic gun do-s and don't-s when handling, everything else is learning...